Me a Human ?

I expected others should treat me as a human being. Others differed, they thought I was not behaving like human being. I searched for definition, had opportunity to discuss with others, which helped me to reach some conclusions.Being a human this is my perception that this universe has vibrating energy caused by imbalance of body mass of every form in the universe. Naturally other than human no one else bothers or has ability to think about universe on this planet Earth. My existence is a result of resonance to that vibrating energy. My body mass has ability to produce certain set of frequencies which are resonated to part of that main vibrating energy of this universe. I realized this while looking at a daily TV serial. There are number of TV channels transmitting set of frequencies. A tuner device of my TV set is creating some set of frequencies. When I select a channel frequency it gets resonated to the right kind of channel frequency out of the set of frequencies existing in the atmosphere. I see images of the original program created in the studio of respective channel, not the original objects.Me being a human has more number of resonated vibrations of the main source of vibrating energy of the universe. It is like the effects of an earthquake, maximum near the epicenter, then there is change in the effects further away from epicenter. That is other than humans every other life form has lesser effects of the main vibrating energy.The Guru’s of Bharatiya culture has found the two stages of forms created by this universal vibrating energy, Living and Non living forms; living forms do not require external energy to move, it has time duration to sustain the living state once the duration reaches the limit the living form is called dead. Nonliving forms require external energy to make any movement. There are four sub set of living forms Jaraj, Andaj, Shwedaj and Udbij.

Jaraj female gives birth to a fully functional body form.

Andaj female gives birth to an egg and after some duration a living body form comes out of that egg.

The Shwedaj form is created by sweat or urine or manure or feces, such as worms, amoeba, bacteria, etc.

Udbij form is created from seeds coming in contact with each other or soil, such as flowers, plants, fruits, etc.

All Jaraj are not human. A human form is most of its life time remain vertical, it means all the body parts are in steps and away from ground. Any other form of Jaraj has all body parts in one line horizontal to ground. Only Humans have Mind an ability to process memorized information and act accordingly. I am proud to be a human.

My action and reaction to an incident or an event or environmental changes is based on the condition of my mind, like a programmable BIOS in computer terminology. The information programing of my mind happens during the period of pregnancy and the information is related to the physical / mental conditions affecting my mother during that period. There is physical and mental difference between me and my other bothers – sisters. This had caused mainly because of age, diet, mental tensions, which changed the ability of my mother to produce my body mass. My body mass has the ability to get resonated to various vibrations of main universal vibrating energy. During pregnancy my mother followed certain diet to keep her and me healthy and taken care of my body mass development. After my birth she used special treatment on each food items, selection, cleaning, cooking, feed timing, etc. The treated food and habits kept me healthy as a child. I wonder what kind of treated food habits are followed by a mother begging on the street for her child? Does that child get good or bad food, how or who can decide this?

The condition of my body mass after treatment gave me ability to digest information of life around me. This information was recorded in my brain and my mind was developing the qualities like, sharp or dull, pessimistic or optimistic, and many other forms. I know I was becoming very inquisitive, asking why, how, who, when for any incident or object I saw. I was gathering information and knowledge from each and everything around me as per my capacity.

My parents had decided and told to me what was wrong or right, till I was in the four walls of my house, following or not those rules, I was considered as good or bad boy. The confusion started when I had to mingle with the neighbors, there was difference in thinking process. I was exposed to Cast, Class and the hatred.

There wear two Sindhi boys ( community coming from Sindh area) Lalwani and Bhavanani, fighting, tearing cloths for a full page photograph of an actress. Bhavanaani sold that photo for 50 paise to Lalwani, he was trying to sell the same to some one for 2 rupees. Bhavanani was asking to sell the same to him for 1 rupee. This was introduction to me of Buying or Selling Cast and community.

One more incident, I was a child staying with my parents in a rented flat of a building, the owner was Marwadi, a businessman from Marawad then, now Rajasthan. Once I was talking to son of that marwadi house owner “do you find time to do your homework given by teacher?” He answered like true blood of a businessman ” I give biscuit and sweets to a boy in my tuition class, that boy completes my homework.” I was taught and made to follow different way of life, I used to get biting if fell to do my homework, I never used these tricks.

In front of same building there used to be weekly market on every Sunday. In that market I had seen a special cast or class of people buying Pork or Pig meat. As a Brahmin I was not allowed to even think of pork. I had seen these pig eating dirt from toilets, same pig was getting cut and the meat was sold to people as a food, in that market. I was shocked to know In other parts of the world how pigs are developed in such hygienic condition with special care as important food.

My father built a house when I was teenager. My neighbor was of farmer’s background , yet he was a principal of a secondary school, his wife was also principal of a primary school, they had built a three storied building with flush type Toilets, their grandchildren used to sit for toilet under a tree in front of our house. I objected to that behavior, that principal of a school gave me shocking answer “you Brahmin boy, if you do not like this, leave this place and find a place in Brahmin community.” Thank god I was not his student.

These and many more incidents made me to search about Cast, Class and the disparity of thinking and behavior pattern. Next post – Dharm, Religion, Society and Cast.